*tidak ada judul*

sesuatu yang semula hanya menjadi hipotesa
kini terlihat nyata dengan semua fakta yang ada
semua tampak seperti fatamorgana
terlihat nyata namun tak pasti
tak jelas dan tak tentu arah
terlihat tetapi tak bisa di rasakan
teraba jika tak di sembunyikan
susah untuk mengungkapkan tapi bukti telah menjawab
apa yang harus di perbuat ?
mengalahpun tak bisa
melawanpun percuma
jadi ?

Apalah (arti menunggu) by Raisa

Telah lama aku bertahan
Demi wujudkan semua harapan
Namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu
Semua rasa tlah hilang

Sekarang aku tersadar
Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
Apalah arti aku menunggu
Bila kamu tak cinta lagi

Namun kurasa cukup ku menunggu
Semua rasa tlah hilang

Sekarang akiu tersadar
Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang

Apalah arti aku menunggu
Bila kamu tak cinta lagi

Dahulu kaulah segalanya
Dahulu hanya dirimu yang ada di hatiku
namun sekarang aku mengerti
Tak perlu ku menunggu sebuah cinta yang sama

Sekarang akiu tersadar
Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
Apalah arti aku menunggu
Bila kamu tak cinta lagi

Sekarang aku tersadar
Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
Apalah arti aku menunggu
Bila kamu tak cinta lagi

Ada yang hilang

kosong, hampa sepi
ruangan itu gelap tak berpenghuni
lagi lagi sepi
di cari ke sana ke sini pun tak ada
ada yang hilang
kemana ?
bagai tertelan bumi
teriup angin
tertutup ombak
sekali lagi di caripun tak tertemu
ruangan yang gelap nan kosong
di sisir sampai terpojok pun tak ada
ujung yang tak terjawab

Saat kau tak di sini by Ajeng

seperti bintang-bintang hilang di telan malam
bagai harus melangkah tanpa ku tau arah
lepaskan aku dari derita tak bertepi
saat kau tak di sini

seperti dedauanan berjatuhan di taman
bagaikan debur ombak mampu pecahkan karang
lepas kan aku dari derita tak berakhir saat kau tak di sini


saat kau tak ada atau ku tak disini
terpenjara sepi
ku nikmati sendiri
tak terhitung waktu tuk melupakan mu
aku tak pernah bisa aku tak pernah bisa

seperti dedauanan berjatuhan di taman
bagaikan debur ombak mampu pecahkan karang
lepas kan aku dari derita tak berakhir saat kau tak di sini

saat kau tak ada atau ku tak disini
terpenjara sepi
ku nikmati sendiri
tak terhitung waktu tuk melupakan mu
aku tak pernah bisa aku tak pernah bisa

(saat kau tak ada atau kau tak disini terpenjara sepi) ku nikmati sendiri
(tak terhitung waktu tuk melupakan mu) aku tak pernah bisa (aku tak pernah bisa)

saat kau tak ada atau ku tak disini
terpenjara sepi
(ku nikmati sendiri)
tak terhitung waktu tuk melupakan mu
aku tak pernah bisa aku tak pernah bisa

Seperti bintang-bintang hilang di telan malam

FPsi UI

udah menetapkan pilihan dan semakin yakin !!! huhuuuuuu FAKULTAS PSIKOLOGI UI !!! I'M COMING !!
kebetulan admin ini udah mencapai kelas yang menentukan kuliahan tadinya mau milih IT IPB sama FPsi UI tapi ternyataa hati berpihak terhadap FPsi UI !! doain yaa mudah"an dapet undangan jadi engga perlu mikir" lagii, bimillah semoga bisaaaa
apalagi pas kemarin ke BKUI makin mantep meneguhkan pilihan di sana ! Ketemu dan ngobrol banyak sama kakak kakak baik angkatan 2010 !
huaaaaa makin meyakinkan dan menetapkan kalo PSIKOLOGI UI akan di tempuh !
SEMANGAT !!!!!!!!!!! inilah beberapa foto di sanaaa :)

 ini foto stand PSIKOLOGI UI

 iseng foto di tempat yang di sebut "teletabis" sama temen" kelas

 my wish ! yang baca ini sambil bilang amin !

dan pohon wish yang lainnya, banyak kaaaan ?

Jealous

 *tarik napas dalem", hembusin*
*tenang*
1,2,3, ...
AHHHH !!!!!! mana bisa  tenang ?! reputasi gueeee !! njir ! pertama kalinya tuh stuck in the moment gitu !!
AHHH !! HUUUUHH !! AIIIHH !! MALUU njir !
Atuh mau ngapain ?  bilang iya padahal engga mau bilang engga padahal iya, jadi gimana ? mending diem kan ?
SIAL !!!!!!! SIAL !!
aaaahhh
engga tau lagii terseraaah, cape meen X_X

ya udah udah deh begitulah bunyinya dan jawabannya, engga tapi iya iya tapi engga yang nanyanya aja labil masa yang jawabnya engga boleh labil ? iya kan ?
ada di gambar tulisannya *engga suka yang engga pasti sukanya yang pasti" aja suka bilang suka engga bilang engga*
tuuuuh benerkaaaan, hahahahaha

It Will Rain by Bruno Mars

If you ever leave me baby, leave some morphine at my door,
Cuz it would take a whole lot of medication,
To realise what we used to have it but we don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me, no matter how my moneys are on the floor.(ooooh) so keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m making, to keep you by my side, and keep you from walking out the door

[Chorus]
Cuz there’ll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.
There’ll be no clear skies, if I lose you baby.
Just like the clouds pass, I would do the same,
If you walk away, everything will rain, rain, rain.

(ooooh, ooooh, ooooh, ooooh)

I’ll never be your mothers favourite; your daddy can’t even look me in the eye.
(ooooh) if I was in their shoes id be doing the same, say there goes my little girl, walking with that troublesome guy.

But that’s just the part of something they can’t understand,
(ooooh) but little darling watch me change their minds.
Yeah for you, I’ll try, I’ll try, I’ll try, I’ll try,
I’ll pick up these broken pieces till I’m bleeding, if that’ll make it right.

[Chorus]
Cuz there’ll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.
There’ll be no clear skies, if I lose you baby.
Just like the clouds pass, I would do the same,
If you walk away, everything will rain, rain, rain.

(Ooooh, ooooh, ooooh)

[Bridge]
(Ooooh) Don’t you say, goodbye, don’t you say, goodbye,
I’ll pick up these broken pieces till I’m bleeding, if that’ll make it right.

[Chorus]
Cuz there’ll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.
There’ll be no clear skies, if I lose you baby.
Just like the clouds pass, I would do the same,
If you walk away, everything will rain, rain, rain.

(ooooh, ooooh, ooooh)

Open Your Eyes by Maher Zein

Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us

Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny

Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..

If You're Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

Her

Ini cerita seorang anak perempuan yang jadi "temen" pertama gue di SMA, dia itu anaknya jutek parah dan pertama kali ketemu aja gue udah memvonis dia itu jutek dan gue engga suka sama sekali sama dia, sampe akhirnya gue kenalan beneran sama dia dan GILAnya GUE YANG NYAPA DULUAN !

G : "hey" *dengan senyuman bersahabat*
X : "oh hey juga" *muka datar*
G : "aku Evita kamu siapa ?"
X : "aku ************ "
G : "oke salam kenal ya"

Singkat padat dan jelas kan ?! dari situ udah engga mau lagi ketemu sama dia !! TITIK !
daaaaan jeng jeng jeng jeeeeeeeeeng, gue sama dia SATU GUGUS ! PARAH ENGGA ?
oke oke gue masih sabar pas pembagian tutor gue di ajarin sama teh ************* dan pasangan gue adalah DIA !!! AH !!!
PARAH !!!! MAU HILANG SAAT ITU JUGA !!!
setelah menerima apa yang udah terjadi sama hidup gue akhirnya gue manjalaninya dengan lancar satu kelompok sama dia dan bangga karna gue lebih unggul hafal di banding dia padahal dia ...

sampe akhirnya gue males punya "temen" akhirnya itu anak gue sapa lagi
G : "eh ************ mau masuk BR PS apa hidayah ?"
X : "pengennya sih PS tapi apa dapetnya aja deh"
G : *girang banget engga ada saingan masuk PS* "oh oke, tapi ikut tes ?"
X : "iya ikut"

Lagi-lagi cuman segitu, sampe akhirnya dia beda kelas sama gue dan PARAHNYA dia LEBIH PINTER DARI GUE padahal bukan anak PS, bukan iri cuman MUAK aja ! asliii deeeh
dan sampailah akhirnya sekarang klimaks dari semuanya !! aakhh !! aslii rasanya mau musnahin itu orang seketika dari muka bumi ini :(

*di post lagi hujan" dan di temenin sama lagunya Bruno Mars yang It Will Rain juga segelas Susu*